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Too true. Too true.

So hello everyone. OBVIOUSLY what I said in the last blog post was a pretty little lie. If you missed what I said last blog.... >>>>>>>> *Swoosh* .... Okay, it turns out I didn't say what I thought I did, but I just want to say, obviously, that part about me keeping this blog constantly updated, not so true. Unfortunately  like you guys, I have ,many assignments (Many of which are overdue) and I really need to prioritize them over this blog. I know I know, you guys are amazing and I love you all, but really, I can't just multitask like that. I'm just someone who focuses on one thing, gets it over and done with, takes a long break, and then repeats. I can't focus on two different things at once (Unless it's piano, then I can focus on both hands at once, but even then, I focus more on the hand that's playing the melody). I wish I could spend more time blogging, but I really need to do my shit first. Get my priorities straight first... If you know what I mean.
I do like to try and get  blog post out every so often now, but coming up with content is rather hard for me, I mean, soon my blog, is going to be filled with shit. I'm warning you, if you want to skip the blog posts that are coming two weeks from now, I completely understand as they are going to be the MOST confusing thing of all time. I will write my English assignment on this blog, so be prepared for the posts to come. I'll try make them as interesting as possible, just not to bore you guys, and keep my viewers interested, and not just *Oh another shitty blog -.-; *.

Aaaaaaaanyways. So. I told you cpming up with new content every time is hard... -_-; .... Guys, give me inspiration please? Anything I can write about in my blog. Pleeeasee???????

Sooooo..... Peace out Girl Scouts

Well.... This is interesting

So What is up guys? **$%&^@%& Here!

Why hello there you lovely people who have finally helped me view 500 PAGEVIEW!!!! S!!!1

YAYYYYY-oh... Fuck you

Well, if you're like that, I have absolutely no idea why you're reading this blog so gtfo
Hahaha! Yeah! LOL it's kay! Currently I'm rather wondering what made you guys read my blog to the point where it has been viewed 500 times. It's a fun thing to think about, people getting onto the internet and reading stuff that I wrote, that's not even funny, nor witty, nor that much entertaining, but just to hear me rage, and complain and sometimes to write some random poem. It makes me smile! :)

I would give each and all of you who read my blog and very big hug and tell you "Thank you, for making me feel rather sought after, or if not as a stupid source of entertainment!".

But now, seriously, I think I have very important people to thank. First Off..

JOE QUINN!!! I thank you good sir for even bothering to find my blog, however you managed to find it, I do not know, nor will I ever find I out I doubt. I think you were the first legitamate person to put that much effort into finding some stupid ass raging page on the internet. So Thank You!

*Big Hugs*

Secondly, HENRY LESLIE O'NIEL!... NIEL??? NEIL!!! (Is there a hyphen in your last name?? O.o)

You helped to to motivate myself to write on my blog again, because, even if it was fake, you told me that my blog was funny.... or something like that. I thank you for being a great motivator, and for spreading the word of my blog. AFter you decided to post it somewhere random, I've actually seen a big increase in how many people visit my blog everyday. Kudos to you. :D

Virtual Hug comin your way

And, finally, what can I say...? You guys are my awesome audience, who keeps on motivating me to write, and update my blog. I find it to be of the highest honor to write to you all, and have people read it. I think I can't really say it any better. Thanks you guys *Kudos, and Hugs to you* You guys are great.

Now, it really may not be a big thing, I mean, 500 page views. But honestly, with my limited audience, and rather new blog, I think this is a really cool achievement. * Achievement Unlocked!* And I think it's like having a mini Youtube channel. Now I've always wanted to have a YouTube channel, uploading vids, and having people enjoy and watch them. Unfortunately, that can really only be done with loads of effort and time. Effort, because it is something that I rather lack, it was impossible for me to do, well not impossible, like. I could motivate myself to make videos, because I like to do that kind of stuff. But then there is time. I cannont spend most of my time in Highschool doing that, so I found that a blog was the next best thing. Turns out that was a bigger success than I had hoped for, so right now, I'm rather content. 

I thank you all, and Kudos to you

Peace out Girl Scouts!

Ummmmm.... What do you think?

YOLO WORLD!!! (That's just a really bad accented version of Yello)

Ummmmmmm..... So...... As you guys can probably tell, I rather like my poetry... So what do you guys think about... idk posting up like a piece of poetry every three posts or so??

I don't know what you're thinking right now

But it must be something good,

Cuz you have that look on your face, where your smile looks like a cow

So i don;t know much about this post

Nor do I about you guy's likes

But Eventually I'll make the decision, because I am the host.

Now I don't really want to get choicy here,

But I rather do like my poetry,

And I'd really like to post them up, just try hard not to jeer

So don't judge, or give me weird looks

Just cuz my poetry sucks

Maybe next I'll write a poem about brooks!

So Give me a shout out and tell me what you think

Cuz I have absolutely no idea

Tell me in the comments below, Right! I'm off to get a drink!

Peace out Girl Scouts

Because

People need initiative, but for those who don't, they need a motive.

National Anti-Bullying Day. Something that seems to be the flavor of the month right now, campaign against those who bully, and cheers on those who are. But, really, what are you achieving? Have you ever been bullied? You can't understand what it possibly feels like, to be bullied, shoved around, harassed because you were the runt of the litter. Punched and kicked because you were different. "No, you're not normal, you're a freak". Such things heard throughout the processes in which someone slowly and painfully takes the life out of another fellow human being. The rhyme which feels like a lash to the face. Sticks and Stone will break my bones but words will never hurt me. For those who can't have experienced it, you can't say get over it. You just possibly can't understand the pain at which being called something, or a freak, or an idiot, maybe a spastic rather than your own definition of yourself. You don't know how painful it is.
And you don't get that, "Get over it,it happens everyday" isn't a tool for cheering somebody up, rather, it's a shove in the back, when they're at the edge of a cliff. Can you understand that teetering off of a ledge, that you just killed someone? Can you tell the difference of freak and different? Have you ever been punched, kicked, called names, push out of a line, stolen from, just because you were different? Trust me, its much more than it sounds. And so much of this happens everyday.

I hate to say it, but...Are you actually solving the problem? Or making it worse? Because even though you think you are helping, you may just be pushing someone even further into the reaches of somewhere unknown to you. Somewhere where you don't exist, neither do I. Because they're secluded, they don't want to live a life like this anymore. They don't want your sympathy or maybe even fake consolation. Nobody wants to hear giggling after a stupid "I'm so sorry". It's like getting a knife, and stabbing someone over and over, through their hearts, until it tears open. Then they're free, free from you and I. Free from the dreadful world, full of sin, hate and malice. Why? They chose to leave this world on their own feet. They said "Screw physics, screw gravity, and mostly, screw this world". They jumped off and landed a place which you will follow somewhere down your path in life. Then they'll greet you like an old friend. Why? Because they have been through so much more than you ever did. They know what the world is like It helps to know that.

And just don't ever say "I'm sorry". Just nod your head, and move on. It's not getting over it, it's moving on. Your consoling won't work. It's just pointless. It's happened. What are you going to do? Rewind time? Just so you can watch it happen again? NO! IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT! PEOPLE KNOW WHAT'S JUST HAPPENED, THEY MAY NOT KNOW WHY IT HAPPENED, BUT THEY ALL KNOW IT DID JUST HAPPEN. SO STOP REMINDING THEM THAT IT DID. MOVE ON, and help them move onto a better part of life. Don't stand and mope, and say I'm sorry. Don't say "Get over it" or "I'm so sorry". Just nod your head, to acknowledge they've been through hard times. And help them to move on.

Forwards is somewhere no-one's ever been. It's a place where everything and nothing could happen. Time and space are a twisted thing in times to come. It may be good, or bad. Because it's better to live one's life in uncertainty, than to live it in misery of the past.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY