Hi.
It's been a long time since i've posted anything on this blog. I know, half of you probably don't care by this point. However, this one comment on DonkeyWhail a.k.a Dong Hoon's blog got me thinking. It was a harsh comment, and I don't really like the person for saying it. But I realised something, and that was that the comment was stating the blunt obvious truth.
So, what started off as a blog for me to start ranting on has travelled all the way to become my emotional and stress-relief crutch. I know I always said that you guys didn't really matter to me, but in all honesty, I always had fun knowing that people were reading what I was writing for them to half enjoy. It was a fun short while, but now.
I hereby decree, on September 2nd, The Blog of 'My War on the World' is now closed and shall no longer operate. The comment which left me thinking also hurt me. Alot. Fine, I'm using this place as my emotional stress relief. And I also hate/love my friend. It's absolutely none of your buisness and you shall not interfere with my problems. Anyone else who interferes in my own problems without my permission can say goodbye to ever knowing me.
And so it is, I, say goodbye to my Blogging Identity, put down my keyboard, and resign from this seat. I hate you commenter, and let yourself think about what careless intervention has lead to. If you want to read the comment, pester Dong Hoon about it because now. Well I'm going away. Maybe I'll come back. Maybe b I won't.
But now,
Peace out Girl Scouts.
Not to generalise too much here, but I think a lot of people are using blogs such as these as an emotion crutch. Finally getting something out in writing, having a place to rant at. And, for some, also knowing that people you know read it helps a LOT. Just having a place where you can tell people how you're feeling without actually 'telling' them.
ReplyDeleteBut I also understand the wish to remain anonymous to some extent. I understand the wish to avoid stigma, and bad comments as you mentioned in this post. Even if it wasn't on YOUR blog. So I totally understand you wanting to leave this.
But I urge you, if this has been helping you at all, to create one just for yourself. Something anonymous, where no one will find it. I know ranting at seemingly no one still can help a lot. Just getting your emotions out into words. It helps.
Of course, if you think you need to stop it completely then do. You know what's best for you, after all.
Though I do think this sounds like it's stemmed from anger. And while it still may be a good idea to stop this blog, I just want you to know that I AM here if you need to talk/rant/scream/or just forget the world for a moment!
Live long and prosper, bitches! <3
No. I am angry. But I think this blog now has to stop. I've been relying on it for too long, and for too much. It has to stop, and although the little bitch speaks words which hurt, they are also the words which speak the truth. And so even though the dick should now consider not coming near me for fear of a severe violent anger problem from me, I stop this blog because I hate how long and stupidly this blog has gone on. It stops here, today, now. And Perhaps one day, I will rewrite new ones. But today, this blog dies. Right here. And I hope 'Anonymous' understands that he too, has killed one of my ways to cope with stress. If he is offended, then GOOD. BITCH. YOU DESERVE IT.
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