Philosophy and derpishness

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Philosophy, one of those subject which is.... stupid, in my eyes...Well... not stupid I guess, just.... I don't know how other to describe it than stupid, but I think it's a kinda dodgy subject. If you where to asses it, how would you...? Aside from the boring part of that, lets start to think about what that kind of subject entails. English lesson, again, a dnm debate about names, and Pi (Life of Pi, Good book, btw) and figments of imagination and constantly questioning the book and what every minute thing means. Right, now I'm one of those people who absolutely go crazy in something like that, literally, you could probably see my brain melt inside my head and just leak out of my ears. I'm never one to have very philosophical, nor am I deep and meaningful. I'm a straightforward (Albeit, not so straight sometimes, considering my dark past) and very (caring?) person. I like my friends, my food and drink, I like my Piano, Wilson, and I like my piano music. To me, everything is simple and loving. Nothing, to me it seems, is very questionable. However, in LEAP, you must question EVERYTHING. Now, I know that when the kind of debate arouse, I also asked questions and I also raised point, but that was because it was to either, hold up a subject that I knew about, or to just say something or ask a really derpy question, yet somehow, those Derperific questions seems to lead onto something 'ahem' according to the teacher rather more philosophical. I think that tells you something about my intelligence. No matter how Hard I can try to sound deep, or meaningful and philosophical, I will just sound like some idiot scratching on the surface of something extremely deep and hard.

Think about it as I were like a mosquito, and the question-ception a robot, no matter how hard I can try to pierce the meanings, I will just end u[p barely scratching the surface or not even leaving a mark, yet even as I say this, I think of meaningless questions that somehow tie into philosophy. What is life? Why do we exist here, why not somewhere else? What gave us our sentience? What distinguished us that made us different to other animals, to evolve in a different manner from them? What is the purpose of living life? Do you know??

I don't, most certainly, and, once again, no matter how hard I can try to give and answer, I will never be able to udnerstand anything, nor teach or preach, nor learn or earn anything of those answers. It frustrates me into hell, if there is a hell, to which it raises another topic and question.

Is there a god. If so, where is he? Is he In the afterlife? What is the bible? Is it a factual report of how one person did magical things and preached that he was 'The Son of God'?? Or is it just some ravings of a madman, some old published book, not even legitimately meant to be available..? Why can't I have these questions? Why does everything have to tie in with a god? Why can't I just refuse to believe that there is a god? Why does everything eventually come back to God? Why can't I be Why can't I believe in Fact not Fiction? It's not that I can't, it's just that it's shunned in the Christian community. If God does exist, where is he? Why didn't he help in the disasters that struck between When his precious son died and the world was made to die again? His self-proclaimed son die 'for us'. Whether I believe that or not, if he died trying to appease a God, that is not seen, but is 'Of love, and Forgiveness', then why didn't he prevent Chernobyl? Why didn't he prevent the tsunami's striking on Boxing Day? Where was he when Cyclone Tracy struck?

ANSWER ME GOD!! WHERE ARE YOU NOW?? WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? PROVE TO ME, THAT YOU ARE REAL, DO NOT HIDE BEHIND YOUR COWL OF FOLLOWERS AND ACOLYTES!!!

Well, anyways, Peace out girl scouts :P