Tuesday, August 13, 2013

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So basically everyone around me seems to be having some sort of relationship prob-

SUP (I forgot to say herro)
Herro dere

-lems. Except for me. Which I kinda have mixed feelings towards. First, I don't have to be stressing about how I look in front of this or that person, or even WHO I like in some instances. So instead I can lax a bit and enjoy my time a bit more, instead of hopelessly trying to chat up a girl. I mean, sure it's nice having company around, but I think I prefer it more when I DON'T don't have company, I like the nice and quiet, and I also like it how there isn't an awkward silence between each and every conversation.
However, yes it does get lonely. :P I mean, silence is good and all, but everytime I end up alone somehow, even if it means just parents out of the house, or I was off doing my own thing for a while at school, I feel the silence pressing in on all sides of me like a vice, and that's when I start wishing I had at least someone to talk to. Also, not having a crush on anybody makes me feel like a heartless bitch. I mean, it's not that I don't care for people... I just find it... disheartening to talk to many people, because when the conversation comes to an end, they usually had that look of 'I had better things to do, I just wasted three minutes of my life talking to this guy'. I'm a people person, I'm just not a conversation guy. If you want to talk to someone, talk to Nick. Some form of entertainment guaranteed.

Soooo..... I don't know why.
You know what. I'll just avoid everything else.
Much Like DongHoon. I'm confused. And If I make the wrong move.
Something bad might come crashing down on me.
I don't like the sound of that.
So I'll just wait a while. I'll see what I can do, and when the time is right, you'll know.

Don't ask me how, it just somehow ended up this way.
Owch.

Peace out Girl Scouts

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