Okay.. FUCK THIS SHIT

HAI                         t(<.<t) you

I have had something on my chest for so long that I've been meaning to get it off, but I've been too scared to shout it out loud to my friends. Why? because they'd think I'm a narcissistic, arrogant, ungrateful prick. BUT FOR GODS SAKE I NEED TO GET IT OFF. It's like a heavyweight chain that's pierced through me and then sagged down into an endless hole. I FUCKING HATE IT.

For those of you who remember, if you can even bother to bring it up in your memory, I had this retarded depression mood swing on one maths class I think on a Friday. I sat there, being hugged by Lushimi, feeling like absolute shit. Why? Because I hit upon a realisation. I don't fit into my group. I don't fit in with anyone in my friendship group, nor do fit in with anyone else I know for that matter. YOU (If you know who I am talking about.... ooops) may say 'Get over it' well     tO_Ot)   YOU. Everytime at lunch it's like Jesus christ where the fuck can I go to FUCKING TALK TO SOMEBODY?? I mean WHAT THE FUCK! SERIOUSLY. I'm bored out of my mind so much, and inside our friendship groups, there are these micro friendship groups. I'm not in any of them either. FUCK THAT SHIT. For those of you who viewed my maths book at that time, you may have noticed the words REJECT, or AFTERTHOUGHT written in extremely bold and angry letters. BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I FEEL LIKE. AN ANFTERTHOUGHT!! Oh remember that friendship group we had back in Highschool??? Yeah, there was ***** ***** **** **** andd.... who was that other Kid?? Oh Right! MEE!Q@#$@#

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I FUCKING HATE IT SO MUCH. I mean, it's not like I've been ditched, well maybe a bit, but more like I've just been left for better friends. FUCK

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