Skiing, Hair Pulling, and all that Jazz

I have two things to say. I hate my life. And I love skiing.

The former... or the latter.... whichever one comes first.. you've probably all heard about me hating my life. The other thingy.. The second one.. Now ooohohohohoho. This is something new innit? Yea mate? Innit? (My best attempt at a bogan British accent on the computer)

K so first I want to clear up that being brought up in an aggressive Asian family isn't the best way of growing up. Sure what the parents think they're doing is all for their kids, but honestly I just don't think it's the way to go. I mean sure it might BE the only way for some kids, but seriously, beating a kid up isn't going to get something through a kid's head. As with what happened yesterday... Well... Today, at 2 in the morning. So My mum has a lot of pent up stress due to reasons which shall not be named. So that stress turns into anger whenever I do something that displeases her. In this case, it was staying up till 2am watching youtube and reading other people's blogs. Now if if many of you guys have done stuff like that but seriously, if I don't get my daily youtube dosage... welp... Look. I've been restricted from EVERYTHING this holidays. I've had no using the computer for ANYTHING. Not even to write my blog, I had to write it from my phone basically. And I've had to just constantly solve maths problems.. OVA and OVA again. As explained in the previous blog. (If you haven't read that one, GO BACK!  :D )And so I'm bored as fuck. I can only read the books they give me, which are books like The Great Gatsby, Wuthering Heights. Books I've read before, and I can only enjoy a book for so much when I've read it like 3~4 times in a week. All I've had was my precious piano and a newfound guitar-liking to keep me company for the holidays. And the days seem to go soooo sloowwwlllyyyy........... Either way, back to the topic above. Yes, using my phone at 2, mum finds out, not please. Me not happy that she's not happy about me being unhappy about her decision making about the 'Problem' the encases me. As explained in the blog post previous to this one, holidays have a different definition in an asian parent's eyes. To give you an example, they think my friend, DH goes and studies at the library everyday for 6~8 hours. If that's true, then whoopdeedoo, he can do whatever the fuck he wants for a job (good job you) but FUCK DAT! I'm the type of person who like to enjoy life... Before we get even more off topic... So yeah, she starts to scream many colourful and descriptive words about how much I'm a failure and how much I should just go kill myself because I've killed her emotionally a few hundred times.. blah blah blah I should just go and commit suicide because I'm just a hindrance to the world, I should not have been born, I will evict you from the house and disown you... You get the point yeah? And I did my typical zone out after the fifth word thing, and I was happily imagining other things when WHACK. She decided she would take my phone and smack me over the head with it (Quite violently mind you) and she basically just gave me a thrashing on my bed. And so it ended up with her pulling my hair out trying to expose my stomach and that so she could beat me up even more. At that point I said (not in these exact words, but the same meaning and context) "F*ck Off". Then she started to laugh, gave my hair another yank, actually pulled off a patch of hair, and proceeded to thrash me more. You see, an Asian household looks like they got it easy because other people think they just reel in money like I do candy, but we really don't. If you were an asian child that was a 'failure', then wowee. I feel sorry for you. My mum also then went on to explain how other children wouldn't react and they would just let their parents beat them half to death and a 'NORMAL' child would sit and think about what he had done to deserve such a beating, WHILST HE WAS GETTING BEAT. Now idk about you guys, but I find it PRETTY HARD to think whilst in pain. Just a thought. Either way idk whether I really want to stay in this household anymore. But I just can't be fucked to do anything about it now :P.

Don't feel sad though, we resolved everything last... this morning and so we went on a happy fun times skiing trip. It said perisher was going to rain, so we weren't sure whether we should bother going, but we went anyways and had a nice time. Now stop crying. Bad things never last long... Unless you're in an Asian household. Then it lasts until you're outta that house. ::P

Welp, if you guys actually read all of this, and got down to this bit, then I thank you for such patience, and ggwp guys.

Peace out Girls Scouts