idk WHAT attracted you guys to view my blog so many many times yesterday... O.o A total of 25 pageviews yesterday.... Was it my extremely depressing story excerpt? I should write more depressing parts then XD
But Welcome everybody... To my very I have no clue what to talk about... Oh right!
You know, there are just some times when I find myself thinking a lot, and all my thoughts feel extremely jumbled and I can't get a hold of one single thought. Yesterady was like that, I found myself in a sticky situation where I was kicked outside the house from 7~10:30 due to unexplainable reasons, and during that time, I found a sense of.... Real Clarity. It's hard to explain, it's a weird sensation. It was like finding out who you were ACTUALLY, not just the name and personality that was thrust upon you. It didn't really have a goal after school, honestly. I don't know what I want to do, nor do I know what I even want to study. I have absolutely no goals AT ALL.
And then, suddenly, on a chilly Canberran night, sitting outside, and starving, I found a goal. I Knew who I was, and I realised what I wanted to do. I saw faults in me I refused to accept before, and I saw a brighter me. It was like.... Ecstasy....??? I felt like I was high above the clouds, but I swear to god I was still sane and thinking properly. It was a interesting feeling. One I would very much like to enjoy again. OOH! For those of you who have read ALL of the ERAGON series, it was like finding out your true name! I KNEW who I was... Not that I didn't before, I just didn't understand WHY I was.... If that makes any sense at all... Which it probably doesn't.
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| This is a GOOOOOD book... I wish the series hadn't ended... I saw crying by the time I got to the last few pages. |
Btw, for any of you who are wondering, I want to become a pianist. Screw architecture, I can study that at a later date.
Peace Out Girl Scouts!!
(For Now. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *cough wheeze Hahahaha...)
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